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Blue...
Sept 24, 2007 4:32:16 GMT -5
Post by sleepflower on Sept 24, 2007 4:32:16 GMT -5
Not feeling so good today. You know that feeling when a holiday is over and you look at yourself and think "is that it?"
I can't get myself going at all. I had all these grand plans that I'm sure we all make when we're away, but coming back here... it's all I can do just to keep it together. I should study, I should sort out the house, I should do so many things, but...nothing.
I don't even know why I'm posting this. I just want to disappear.
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Blue...
Sept 24, 2007 10:22:55 GMT -5
Post by sleepflower on Sept 24, 2007 10:22:55 GMT -5
That's a really good idea...thanks: I'll do that.
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Blue...
Sept 24, 2007 15:14:45 GMT -5
Post by ghost on Sept 24, 2007 15:14:45 GMT -5
i know i always need something to look forward to.. a little trick i play on myself.. ..often i focus all my attention on say.. christmas.. then i'm so disappointed when christmas comes and it doesn't make me feel any better.. and it seems like i should feel good but i don't, you know? so it also feels like my own failure.. i think we try to do our best to hope, and to be optimistic.. reality never fails to let us down.. pete's right, we all have our little threads in the 'isolation' area.. mine is a snowcave where i can hibernate.. you should carve out a little place there too if you want.. "make a little birdhouse in your soul.. and leave a nitelite on.." take care, ghost
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Blue...
Sept 29, 2007 14:25:46 GMT -5
Post by sleepflower on Sept 29, 2007 14:25:46 GMT -5
Oh, I know what you mean... Thanks Ghost, and thanks, Pete.
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