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Post by exiledempath on Dec 17, 2007 21:23:24 GMT -5
anniversaries are coming up in January, two involve profound medical trauma before the age of five, and the other involves the loss of the only person in my family who I felt connected to. (when i was 20 yrs old) I've been starting to remember who terrified and helpless, when I was born, and also been remembering when my parents left me at clinic for a week when I was 4.
I just feel really unsafe
thanks for reading
stephen
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Post by sleepflower on Dec 18, 2007 4:34:51 GMT -5
Stephen Take care of yourself. I understand and send over a huge amount of sympathy: I've just gone through the anniversary of my spectacular breakdown at the end of November - not nice times, are they? Is there anyone that you can talk to in real life that can help you through this? Memories..
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Post by ghost on Dec 18, 2007 13:00:56 GMT -5
stacked right on top of xmas, huh? that's rough.. ghost
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Post by exiledempath on Dec 22, 2007 16:34:49 GMT -5
hi sleepflower and ghost, yeah right on top of the cur-sed holidays. Luckily I do have a few close friends and also my therapist to help me through these difficult times. Thank you so much for understanding and caring words take care, stephen
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Post by ghost on Jan 3, 2008 17:42:36 GMT -5
hope you're hangin' in there okay.. hugs if ya need'em.. ghost
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Post by exiledempath on Jan 3, 2008 22:01:57 GMT -5
well, i've actually been having a really difficult time i live with my mom and know she's threatening to cut off $ for my therapy if I don't look for work atleast two hours a day starting next week. Really nice timing that's the worst f*ck*ng week of the year. (The anniversary is next week) Needless to say I am pissed off and really freaked out. Without therapy I can't function.
I am gonna try to get on a housing list so I can get away from this annihilating bitch of a mother.
I really appreciate everyone support, and hugs are very much needed, so thanks very much.
stephen
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Post by ghost on Jan 8, 2008 14:37:44 GMT -5
aw man! i wish every one of us on this board simply had the benefit of a loving mom.. but then i guess this board wouldn't be here.. ghost
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Post by exiledempath on Jan 11, 2008 21:41:40 GMT -5
I'm very grateful for this site and the people on it. Had a super rough day yesterday and a very rough morning today, but I ought to be feeling gradually better from now on again I really appreciate everyone's support
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